A heart like glass, Walls of steel

I freak out.

Try to find a way to prove that it is not true.

Go to funeral.

Pay respects to her family.

Rage quit on life

Dear Me,

I love that you are so caring, loving and gentle with others. I love that you can think about with little bias. I love that you can control your anger. I love that you are not becoming your father.

Love,

Me

mymethlab:

every time another person caves and starts to like one direction you hear the sound of a cannon and their blog title is flashed in the sky

(Source: drblaine)

The only feature I EVER get complimented on is my hair.

It is truly my only distinctive physical characteristic.

The bad has taught me way more.

I have become who I am because of the terrible horrific things that have happened in my life.

My generation is lazy.

Uncaring.

Self-centered.

Naive.

Ill-prepared.

Unknowing.

Undeserving.

Spoiled.

Rebellious.

Materialistic.

But we are also.

Well informed.

Less judging.

Stubborn.

I am Debbie O.

I have a lot of qualities so it is hard to say who I am.

I am a lover. 

I am a friend. 

I am a confidant. 

I am a sister.

I am a Daughter.

I am an Aunt.

I am a Student.

I am an employee.

I am a supporter of love.

I am a tattoo enthusiast. (to a certain degree, I am not obsessed.)

I am a listener.

I am a hugger.

I am a kisser.

I am different than most people I know.

I am a scientist.

I am non denominational. 

I am a female.

I am young.

I am old.

I am wise.

I am naive.

I am caring.

I am indecisive.

I am new and old.

I am me.

(via that-girl-from-wonderland)

I love them.

I think some of them are nuts.

Some are naive.

Some plain stupid.

Some are just blinded by love.

Some need to open their eyes.

Some are to conceited.

Some are irrational.

This list goes on and on, I cannot say that some of these do not fit me, cause a lot of them do.

Thus I finish.

I love my imperfect friends.

ericabrownie:

(Source: childonearth, via that-girl-from-wonderland)

Live. Laugh. Love

These words say it all.

I believe we are here on this Earth to do a few things.

That is to live, reproduce and give ourselves back to the Earth in the end.

Well while you are doing this you might as well be happy.

You can’t be happy without living. You need to truly live, do something you have never tried. Try new foods. Just live like it is your last day.

You DEFINITELY cannot be happy without laughing. Laughing and smiling is the bodies natural reaction to an emotionally happiness. Laugh as much as possible. Who knows you how long you have to laugh.

Love is important to being happy. I do not mean you have to be “in love”. I mean you have to love someone to be truly happy. The first person you have to love to be happy is yourself, followed by a few others. Humans are social beings, without interaction and care from others our minds fall into what we call depression. So even if it is just your mom or your best friend, LOVE. Love with all your heart. 

“Taking care of business this morning is a major theme where your emotional orientation is concerned. You crave organization and practicality and you want to get things accomplished. Outer circumstances tend to work in your favor. You may find that you are more organized than usual and able to reach new levels of self-discipline. This is a smooth time during which events seem to arrange themselves to your advantage. Lunch time spent with old friends may put you in a new light with a co-worker—all is not bad. Your sense of humor is obvious this afternoon. Most enjoy your witty and eccentric ways. People value you for your independence and unique qualities. This evening is a good time to socialize or enjoy the company of a loved one.”

I believe in a lot of senses this is is/will be highly accurate.

I can name many…..but the person whom fucked me up the most.

His name was Tre.

He did a lot of unfixable damage.